Aurilie Alde wrote: ↑Mon Aug 09, 2021 10:49 pm
"I had a feeling..." Aurilie sighed softly as she glanced off, recalling that moment at the dance. "To be fair, I probably should have jumped on you like that but I just haven't seen you for over a day and then you just reappear, looking like
that."
She certainly wasn't talking about Riss looking like a disaster or breaking any fashion rules but it was hard to deny what she saw in her eyes at the very least.
"That's fine, you need a bit of space too, I'm sure." She gave a small shake of her head, a bit of a loss before looking back at her. "I just wanted to know that you were doing fine. As fine as you can be in the circumstances, anyway."
"Can't blame you.. after how you saw me last? Kriff.. it's been a rough day.. days? Haven't even sleep," she half chuckles, still dry. Shaking her head at the thought, "I'm.. managing. Barely. Haven't.. haven't managed to sleep since- or even close my eyes," she doesn't continue, shifting uncomfortably she looks around the triage space. Finding Omandri and Kat speaking, Cynella being around too.
"It's.. strange," she says, tone implying thought. "I've every reason to be happier. All my friends are.. alive, beaten up a bit but.. talking, walking, not too worse for wear considering what's happened but I just can't.. can't manage to feel happy at all. Everything feels.. doesn't feel," she says, letting out a breath she didn't know she was holding.
"I'm.. I just wish I could be happier everyone's okay, that I'm okay, and that for the first time in a long time things look like they might get better from here."